Old pictures, films, etc

 As younger, almost this far in my life, but especially before I started to write, I searched for some high enough place in tge world, for getting my wisdom heard, but I did not know in which form. So there are pieces of old films etc mostly from my school years before teenage, which remibd me of those high goals. Maybe someone thinks tgat as I feel that my writing work is done and I do not feel like needing some high position or like being able to do such work, protect such things, maybe they would like me to write about those old pieces of film etc, but it no longer makes sense. I no longer want such positions, so I am not a good forefigure in such, and my own texts are better forefigures in such than I nowadays. I jyst had some understanding but did not kniw what kind of job I would suit to, and so I tried to learn to be wise, to live a good life, wisely for the world. 

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About something being allowed there is the Finnish word "saa". Of phonetical meanings S refers to being social, and A refers to following the school taught basic civiliced wisdom, skills and civiliced values, plus following the culture's traditional wisdom, especially about weathers, seasons, ways of living suited there, etc. So such is in the eyes of most an ok, allowed way to live there. 

But was it the engibeering professiobs without the picture of tge world of the nature sciences, somehow dropped away such lufe possibilitues and arrangements of the society, even though there are well thought of commln sense like reasobs for such arrangements, lufe possibilitues, etc. See for example my paradise theory books at  https://miraclelikenature.blogspot.com/2024/01/the-paradise-theory-books.html . 

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The news say that in Oulu "someone ooened a window when it was cold in the winter - a passer-by called the firemen", and there is a fine picture, except that it is not from Oulu but instead from a historical toyrism & nature destination in Kotka on the southern coast. In the other picture there is the same subject photogeaphed by a local in the center of Oulu, and somehow I feel that my level of success has often been such: nothing special where tgere ought to have been the whole lufe to ve lived fully every day.